Friday, November 05, 2004
so pissed w her...
well at this point of blogging, my blood is boiling so if my language is bad, u better pardon me this once. this was wat happended.
several mths back, she borrowed some money from me cos she needed it to replace her lost hp. so since i haf some extra savings n she was a dear fren of mine at that time so i agreed. due to an incident, we drifted apart n no longer in contact. mayb a sms once in a blue moon or over msn, but oni to exchange harsh words. for a while, she was on my block list on msn but i see no point in doing so now. we're no longer children so should not be playing hide and seek.
back to the main point. she sent a sms in the evening to ask for the exact amt so i replied. and i nv hear fr her then. little haf i known later fr my fren, ting, tt the money is with her n that she has actually passed the money to "elmo" to pass to ting. oh manz...i mean we're all frenz so wat's the point of going abt the bush? i mean though i'm no longer staying in hall but the rest are so y cant she juz pass the money to ting? so duh...
but she should return it to me personally. i mean we stay so near each other so y cant she juz drop by at the carpark at nite to return it. i mean it wont take long. juz less than a min if she really dun wanna tok to me. i mean i'm the one whom you borrowed the money fr. so u should haf the slightest courtesy to return it back to me. at least to say thx. well not even sms nor msn word of thx. wat an ungrateful brat u r!!!
wow wow...my language is still v poilte not even
#@%&. but it's coming out. i can feel it...but on a second thought, y should i be bothered w such low-class ppl??? to waste my energy on being angry...not worth it lah...i'm wiser n more matured. i see her as a low-class rat whom i knew n is no longer a fren of mine. hmmm mayb those hi-bye kind whom i'll stare hard at or even ignore if we do meet on the streets one day. a passer-by, someone whom i wont even take notice of even if she walks pass me...m i being dao??? eh i dun think so. her act of returning money to me simply shows tt we're no longer frenz. so y should i be bothered with her at all???
oh well...this should be my longest entry. i'm seldom so pissed with anyone till now. well "mum" and "xiao mei" should know how tolerant i can be. m/o, given my profession, i haf to be tolerance too...i 'm oso v patient too. but i cant tolerate her nonsense anymore so tt is y u're reading such a long blog...
--- There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved ---
1:15 am
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